early bird gets the Jonas

son of a gun - WHY is Kevin Jonas so hilarious?!?! he makes me laugh so hard it's unbelievable.

man i love that show. and it's a GOOD THING i woke up early this morning because i had time to watch THREE NEW EPISODES before work. that's one hour of pure Jonas love.

and there was one episode where Joe sang a lovely song with just a guitar behind him. he has a really nice voice.

so then i decided that Joe and Kevin need to start a solo project without Nick. Joe and Kevin have the best singing voices - it's true. that's the honest truth.

Joe Jonas was in Disney World the other day, and he was at Epcot and he kept posting pictures of him and Demi Lovato "in Italy!" or, "in China!" yeah, i probably enjoyed it too much.

anyways - i could watch Jonas all day long. it makes me laugh so hard. and i really needed a good laugh.

okay, i'm going to be honest with you again.

so far, i have not had a good year. maybe it's 2010 getting back at me because i said how much i hate writing out those numbers. (but, i still hate it. it seems so pretentious.)

but last night i just kept thinking about New Year's Eve, when me and Andrew were on top of the parking garage in Portsmouth, NH and we were saying that 2010 would be the best year ever, and we would be totally awesome and things would be great. and then i got even more sad.

at first i thought i was just having a bad January. and then February started and it was great! not only did i ring in the new month meeting Tony, Mike and Jason of Crash Kings, but it was also my birthday month!!!! and everyone's birthday month should be the greatest month of the year.

and that first week was great. TWO Crash Kings shows!

and then things went to crap again. and now everything is blah again.

and the other night my cheeks were burning because i was crying so hard. and i feel like that's happening a lot. and not like, "oh i'm crying because Grey's Anatomy is so sad!" but like, really upset crying.

my mom is coming up this weekend and i'm really happy about that. and i'm happy i get to be with her on Valentine's Day. because last year on Valentine's Day i was alone in Panera watching everyone else be happy.

ok. i guess i just needed to say those things.

i have to work now. from 3pm to 10pm. and then from 10pm to 8am. the overnights have been pretty quiet. i've been happy about that.

i still really love my flip clock. and i've still really been enjoying being awake in the morning. the past three days i've woken up during the 10am-11am time. and it's not so bad after all.

Crash Kings and Paper Tongues are doing a show with OK GO in Kansas City tomorrow. that should be really exciting for all you Kansas City readers. which, i believe are zero.

here is a picture from when Crash Kings were in Providence at WBRU 95.5:




please notice the Dunkin Donuts bags and huge box of donuts in the background. the most delicious picture. for more than one reason...

yeah, i posted that on the Crash Queens facebook page. no, not ashamed. i love those girls.

ok. 2.48pm. i guess i should put the finishing touches on my outfit to get ready for work.

hope everyone is having a great friday. i'll talk to you all later!!

love. be well.


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