hey all

me here.

so, pretty fine night so far. i must say, i am quite pleased and surprised. baby has been sleeping for almost 2.75 hours! straight!

and my baby Ruby Tuesday is sleeping on my lap. she's had a tough night.

so, we took a nap together on my bed starting around 7pm. i set my alarm for 8pm. woke up at 9:24pm and Ruby wasn't on the bed anymore.

i got up and saw she was sitting in the doorway, very suspicious like. she was staring at the floor. and she kept putting her paw over a crack in the floor. i can only imagine what she had been following.

she ate her supper and then immediately went back over to sit at that spot, looking for whatever had been there.

hours pass.

i am watching The Reader. and then i think, 'hm, i wonder where Tuesday is.' so, i pause the movie and go into my bedroom, expecting to find her asleep on my bed.

but no! she is sitting in front of my bureau staring up at the wall. i walk over to her and she starts making little cry noises. then she does the paw thing. i pick her up and give her a hug and a kiss. and then i put her on my bed, so she can settle down for a nap. nope. as soon as i put her down, she jumps over the bed post onto my shoulder. so, i hold her for a minute and then put her on the floor. she continued to sit there.

and then! i was watching The Reader some more, and something compelled me to look into my bedroom.

so, i turn around, and look into my bedroom and Ruby is sitting on the floor, staring up at the window this time.

so, i pause the movie and go into my bedroom. she does the paw thing up at the window. and she's purring sooooo loudly. i hang out with her for a little while. and then put her back down.

i have no idea what she had been following around the room allllll night long. if it was three separate situations, or one big one. did she really see anything? i have no idea.

anyways. she's so cute.

so, i watched The Reader. it was really good. i just bought it last week and hadn't watched it yet. i mean, i had seen it before. but hadn't watched the new copy.

but did you hear?!?!!? Alec Baldwin and Steve Martin are HOSTING THE OSCARS!!!!!! i think it will be great! what a gig!

and, once again, my favorite season is fast approaching. AWARDS SEASON. oh, i am so excited. tonight, while watching Kate Winslet, i thought back to last awards season.

HOW DID I KEEP IT TOGETHER?!?!!? Kate and Leo were everywhere! they were BFF at the Golden Globes?!?!?!? HOW WAS I FUNCTIONING?!?!!?!? i kind of can't believe it.

the other day i randomly started thinking about Kate and Leo. about how they should be married. and then i felt bad for thinking that. but then i didn't.

anyways. i'm so excited. it should be an interesting season. the Academy Awards are on 7 March this year. Happy Birthday Emily! everyone should experience the incredible feeling of euphoria that comes with the Oscars being held on their birthday.

so, tomorrow is wednesday. actually, today is wednesday. i have to get up early and do some errands that i didn't do tonight because i was too tired. i have to go to the post office. walmart, maybe. and the grocery store.

i should have mailed my Netflix today. and i got alll dressed and ready to go out. and then i just sat down on my bed and thought, "nope." and i got back into my sweats.

anyways. it's currently 3:22am. i might get ready for bed. i'm feeling tired.

i'm thinking of starting to sleep with music playing. the other night when i had the baby up here, i put on lullabyes while we slept. like, my ipod lullabye playlist on repeat all night. and i slept so well. and it was so calming. and i had my nightlight on, which also makes me feel better. it was just so nice hearing those lullabyes as i fell asleep.

and it's not annoying lullabyes. like, the trad lullabyes. i have radiohead, coldplay, no doubt, and u2 in lullabye form. and the beatles. it's just so great.

i wasn't going to tell you that. but then i just decided to. i figure, i tell you everything else.

the other night i had a dream i was at Woodstock! the concert! but, it wasn't called Woodstock. it was called something that began with an S. and it was awesome.

and i had another good dream during my nap tonight, but i can't remember what it was.

the other night at home, i had a bad dream that kara and i were driving somewhere, and i looked out the window and saw a moose emerging from a lake. like, he had been under water and he was coming up. it was horrible.

which reminds me, the other night while i was driving back up here, i saw lots of police lights ahead of me, so i slowed down. and there was a car pulled over, and a dead deer laying in front of it. THAT was horrible.

THAT is my worst fear. EVER. i am sooooo paranoid while i am driving that i am seeing things move in the woods. sometimes i have to force myself to concentrate on the road, and NOT the woods. oohhhh i just hate thinking that deer and moose are out there walking around.

ok changing the topic.

ummmmmmmm. ok i'm going to bed. i'm making a lot of typing errors that i am erasing and correcting. but it's taking me a long time to type because i keep messing up. so, i'm going to feed Tuesday again and then go to sleep. i don't know when this baby will wake up. he controls the night.

hope you all are having a great night! and i hope everyone has a great wednesday! i'll talk to you at a later time.

OH WAIT! i totally forgot something.

i wanted to post this totes ridic music video by SOLOBOB. yes, that would be Robert of the band Rooney. solo project. he has a new music video and it's kind of insane. it's like, Huggy Bear, meets Speed Racer, meets the '80's. the song is called The Victim. and Roberto is handsome as ever.

ok. now that's it. have a great day!



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