off day

i had a very off day. everything i did was whacked. (or is it simply, 'whack?')

i decided to make a list in order of the crazy/whack things i did that did not make any sense:

1. tried to open my car door without unlocking it
2. again, tried to open my car door without unlocking it
3. put on my turn signal for absolutely no reason, in the middle of a straight road and didn't realize it for like, 15 seconds
4. tried to open my apartment door without unlocking it
5. forgot to feed Ruby Tuesday. she normally gets supper at around 9pm. i didn't remember until midnight. and i almost cried because i felt so bad.
6. dropped a plastic cup full of iced tea in my kitchen

that's 6. what was i thinking today? or, actually i think the problem was that i wasn't thinking at all. the turn signal thing really snapped be into reality. i was like, "holy crap i'm driving and i need to pay attention right now."

and i felt really bad about forgetting to feed ruby tuesday. she was bugging me for food and i said to her, "ruby, you just ate...... aw crap..." and then i got really sad.

i hope i am back on track tomorrow.

BACK ON TRACK.
ENOUGH WHACK.

that is my new motto. i will make it my facebook status immediately.

ok. 2:45am. i'm really tired. i was just downstairs dealing with a sick baby. i got sneezed on, coughed on and drooled on for like, 20 minutes. if that's not a recipe for getting sick, then i don't know what is. aw, it's so sad when babies are sick, though. because they can't do anything for themselves! they can't even blow their tiny noses.

alright. time to get into my bed. my house is still smelling like gas. i think it's gas. but, i had candles lit and nothing blew up. i also have a window open which is counterproductive to everything a heater stands for.

maybe i'll turn the heat down tonight.

it's currently 22 degrees. 22 degrees!!!!! at nighttime!!!! that's like, 70. i was expecting it to be like, 4 degrees. 22. that's not bad at all. yeah, i'll turn the heat down so i don't die in my sleep.

i've survived so far with no problems.

ALTHOUGH, i think it might be a stink bug. because i was reading that some people are allergic to their smell. AND TONIGHT, i had a major allergy attack. eyes were itchy and BURNING, couldn't breathe, nose was all stuffed. it was agony for like, 25 minutes. and then i got over it.

anyways. what was i saying? oh yeah. if i die in my sleep - don't forget my itunes playlist for my funeral. it's not perfected yet, but i guess it'll have to do. it's called '6 feet under.'

yeah, it's a little weird. maybe. (and remember, kara gets all my teal things.) i guess i'm just a little bit of Harold (from harold and maude) mixed with a little bit of Elle Woods. i think it all evens out.

ANYWAYS. julie go to sleep. it's 2:54am. staff meeting is at 12:15 today instead of 12:30. that means i have to get up earlier. i was thinking like, 11:30.

ok. i have to go to bed. i'm super tired. and super wiggity whack. i don't know what i'm talking about.

but, goodnight!!! have wonderful tuesdays.


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